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is not the issue here.

talking to oneself  is.

the heading goes for me.

i noticed that people may like you now and throw you in the bin the next without prior notice. that happened to me on friendster and some fuckin' friend sites.fucking friend sites that are! why the hell did they add me in the first place if they're gonna delete me the next? it's funny, for the last 4 yrs, i only had a few friends on my list. and i think i will start deleting those who are fuckin' pretending bastards! no, i am not mad. i'm just hungry.

ate artneil is gay. i thought reading his blog's content was kind of gay but then he actually is gay. that's what i thought since college. he's still the super smart kickass neil i know. that didn't change except for a gender bender. heh. he climbed brokeback mountain, i believe. =)

"Every person I meet I take a piece of them with me"

i browsed around LJ ..(it's been a while since i last posted silly thoughts)and it's amazing how many people evolved from men to "x-men" (my term for gays)who blog and share their utmost feelings using LJ as their secret world. i surfed and crashed to one x-man's blog and read some comments. to my surprise, i read a friend's comment and clicked his name to his blog link. boy! he evolved as well! hihihihihi.. ( laughs like naruto)

crazy 1: look, i love you i mean,i took a shower for you how is that for devotion?
i went on the starvation diet for you!i lost 200 lbs in 1 week. now im down to 20 lbs. that is love!! what else do you want from me?

crazy 2: uhmm, i don't understand what that means. is i love you a swear? another shopping list or a virus?

crazy 1. it's actually a code phrase. "i love u" is actually an ancient african phrase from a small tribe in the rainforests of kenya. the phrase "i love u" translates to "May I borrow your tree branch?"

Crazy 2: may i borrow your tree branch then?...

crazy 1: i forgot to tell you about the the OTHER tribe in kenya "May I borrow your tree branch" translates to "I love you"!

crazy 2...*tucked him in*....i'll get ur tree branch whenever...

this was actually an actual chat conversation between me and my crazy friend jason onwil. we thought of writing crazy stories and it ended up like this. crazy.

was i crazy 1 or crazy 2? heh. =)

Do something that you love, that others want, and that benefits society as a whole. Then comes the hard part: Getting paid.

And the hardest part of all is getting paid decent sales percentages from your own mom and dad.

i worry too much about the "hardest part ". I worry too much that i won't get even with my lamp business.

i honestly don't like the thought  of me wearing like this in public. Even though i know that a bikini is like a barbed-wire fence. It protects the property without obstructing the view. I just dont' have the guts to wear it i think..and the body to show as well.